Texts from my husband since he has been in. He is now in “blackout” in a residential rehab in Florida (limited to no contact, no phone) I didn’t edit any typos. Warning-there are some curse words.
Bubbie – love you …. Place is great – already talking with doc about meds – psych tomorrow – guy that is my therapist wrote a book on bipolar and is known as the expert – people are wicked smart here – thank you for getting me here
I was just cleared of being bi polar after an hour of questioning – meds changed – immediately on snri anti depressant- I have to give you this guys name so you can research him
Good morning bubbie – sorry had a med review this am – happy birthday love – soooo sorry I’m not there – better I’m here though. Need to shower etc before group – will cAll you at 1030 ish – love you so much
Sky’s new sweater – counselor bought it for her – it’s fleece inside – she’s sooo nice – love you
Good morning – love you so soooooooo much
And appreciate everything you do –
Feeling great – phone died and forgot to charge last night – text you later love
Outside doing up downs and jumping rope – normally at this time I would be hating the world for waking up –
Love you so much – was just talking about you in group a lot – all great things – people came up to me after and said how fortunate I am to have you – I am really ….
Listen to Macklemore my drug dealer is a doctor
Hey believe this is the right thing and it’s going to work
You have no idea how much I appreciate you and value you and us – I want my life with you back – my life and my struggles have brought me to this point- I will persevere – I will be that statistic that makes it- I have everything in place that I need – now it’s up to me – to dig deep inside and find out who I am – I love you and I love us – we are going to be more than ok – life is going to be great – I going to make up for lost time – I owe you my life
3 guys fishing ol daddy o the only one to catch
So Friday I need to fly out-I’m covered until Wednesday need to pay for Thursday night. Don is faxing admission paperwork. Love you-all is going to be fine love
(The preparations to transition to Florida residential rehab for 30 days)
Good morning love-love you so much. Miss you. Can’t wait to spend the rest of my life with you.
Fuck-don fucked up-sprout was flight nothing up front-Genesis is 700$ up front-but if we cover flight they will waive-I will call mom dukes after group-I will give the 200$ I have left and go down with no money
And I’m getting sick
They’re ordering me z-pak, more seroquel, and 90 of my sleep meds to go down to fla with-plus anti-anxiety-gave them the co pay cash didn’t know how much was on the card. Shit is moving so fast and I’m sick as fuck with no flight. Bubbie I’m stressed.
Friday-yes I’m going to fla
I love you
Just really sick
Probably something I got from living in close quarters with not the most healthy people
Yes they quarantined me-ordered more meds for me-great I’ll figure it out
DAY 14 (yesterday)
With Ray getting letters written and checking on tonight’s coverage
Love u to-doing a ton of shit with Ray-need to talk to my mother-god dammit
Nothing-just wrapping up all of the work we did-worried about the flight
Insurance isn’t covering so you should come get me
Ok-just left Ray copy of Cali letter with address etc to mail out tomorrow with completion.
Ill get certificate today for program completion
Have one more thing to do then I’ll deal with flight
Before counselor leaves
Face is all red glands swoll
Coughing like no tomorrow
Not how I wanted to leave here
DAY 15 (today)
Sitting-about to board-love you-going to turn phone off so I can call when I’m there
Here they are taking my phone love you